My Adventure :)

Now is 1.00 AM, still waiting for you to call me. It becoming a routine that I think will be forgotten soon if this keeps up. Will you call me? Will I wait you till I cry to bed again. Will I have another sleepless night worrying about you again? I'm tired of fighting, arguing and hearing stupid voice-mail.. When the last time that we have a decent talk? I'm tired of messaging you with "I'm going somewhere", "I'm tired" reply. Do you even know what is going on with my life? I want thing to be what it used to be.. ~Kei~

~Kei~

Already reach the marrying age. 24. Not that old but not that young either. One by one, either my school mate, college mate, my best friends already on the path or already changed to "Married" status. Well make me thinking about something. When is my time to change my "Single" status? When I'm thinking more in this issues I just realized, what I'll do after I married? Stay here at Melaka? Stay with my husband there at Penang? What about my parents? I'm the last one staying in my family house. I need to admit each day they are not going to be any younger. I just need to do my best to show my duty as a daughter. All their need I have to try my best to fulfill it. It just sad thinking that I will leave them. Yes marrying is a good thing, well it is the best thing that will ever happen in my life but I don't want to leave my parents all by themselves at home. Lonely and just waiting each day for holiday to come just to see their children and grandchi...

I once have said that, never give up. When you give up just think why you hold on in the first time. Well what happen when you hold on and something more worse is happening? Maybe this is the time to say. "Ok I have done everything that I could and you still not appreciate me and blaming me, so my mind made up and here goes.. I'm giving up and goodbye. I cannot bear this uncertain roads anymore. Hope you found some people who are better than me." I already stressed out about my study, your stupid project, financial, marriage and now this stupid accusing. Tired and just I want it to end already. So I'm out of here. Goodbye.. ~Kei~

It is been a long time that I want to write something about you.. Yes many times I wrote the post and then discard it.. It's been hard to say considering I may hurt someone that I love but I just need to let it out from my system.. So I guess this gonna be the last time I wrote something depressing or related with you... So yeah.. What I'm gonna say is.. How are you nowadays? Keeps remembering you lately.. Not remembering you "I miss you" sort of thing.. It just yeah how your life? Been what 3 years since you left me.. Just thinking about you.. You already married? You have someone that you really love? What you up to nowadays? I don't know.. I just want to know whether you are still alive or not that's it..  It's not that I still love you or anything.. I found a new love.. It just that you already become somebody that I used to know.. Life with you.. Not that I hate it.. It sort of teach me a lot about life.. Heartbroken was really hurt and it actuall...

Happy Birthday!! It's been 24 years and I love everyone I know... So 24, another digit in my life.. So goodbye life with messing around.. This is another phase.. Phase to becoming adulthood... It's been sometimes that I think about this.. But lately this thing becoming clearer to me.. This is the phase we are becoming more and more distant with our friends and more about our partners.. There are no more gossiping about the one we have crush on.. That guy who dumped us.. The foolish love.. The just about anything talk.. It is more to.. I want to get married or wedding invitation talk.. We are no longer going out with our friends anymore.. It is more to going out with friends + their partner.. Well being left alone on the conversation is also one thing.. Talking to their partners only..  There are no more "I" talk.. More to "We" talk... Everyone becoming more mature.. Talking something that I guess never been on my mind yet.. How to say it.. Becoming mor...

So 2014 already... Yay!! I'm 24 already.. great just great :( Anyway.. I have been an IT Student for almost.. 5 years... I have been asked the similar question over and over... "Can you fix my PC?" "What is wrong with my laptop?" "Why the internet is slow?" Let me clarify something... I am IT Student aka Programmer.. But I am NOT A TECHNICIAN!!!! I don't know what is wrong with your laptop.. Go sent it to the shop... They know better... I am not an internet provider... Your internet is slow.. Go ask your internet provider... What is worse is someone you barely talk suddenly call, PM you and ask about software.. Hardware price... I am not customer service that you can suddenly ask about something and forget about me.. Have a tendency to ask how I'm doing.. What I'm up to... I'm much happier to answer the computer related stuff afterwards... What is more.. There is something that awesome about Internet besides Facebook, Tw...